Were do i start im now 16 this started when i was 15.
I told my best friend that ive known since forever i had fallen in love her. We were good friends at first but i dont know i started to see her differently. At first i tried to dismiss it but when i came to terms with is i tried to hide it from her because i didnt what to ruin what we had. I pretended to be gay and everything.
Well any way i told her the truth eventually because it was killing me and she rejected me at first but about one to two weeks being apart we were at a party when she notice me and took me upstairs were she told me she loves me to and i lost my verginity that night.
However roughly 3 weeks later she comes to my house crying telling me she was pregnant and im freeking out but told her i will stand by her nonetheless.
But the worst is to come around the time (before i believe) the time she slept with me she slept with this other guy. I went to her and ask he wether it is my baby and she says she dont know. It was at this moment my heart broke.
My point is I despite i love this girl she betrayed me and my trust should i stay with her and take resposibility were it may ot neccesary be needed.
I told my best friend that ive known since forever i had fallen in love her. We were good friends at first but i dont know i started to see her differently. At first i tried to dismiss it but when i came to terms with is i tried to hide it from her because i didnt what to ruin what we had. I pretended to be gay and everything.
Well any way i told her the truth eventually because it was killing me and she rejected me at first but about one to two weeks being apart we were at a party when she notice me and took me upstairs were she told me she loves me to and i lost my verginity that night.
However roughly 3 weeks later she comes to my house crying telling me she was pregnant and im freeking out but told her i will stand by her nonetheless.
But the worst is to come around the time (before i believe) the time she slept with me she slept with this other guy. I went to her and ask he wether it is my baby and she says she dont know. It was at this moment my heart broke.
My point is I despite i love this girl she betrayed me and my trust should i stay with her and take resposibility were it may ot neccesary be needed.