I informed before that I expect bad things to continue to happen to me. I was right.
Me and Kyle broke up again afterwards. And I have cried almost non stop since.
I tried dating, but I drove the other guy away because I was too desperate for love. I've felt so alone.
But lately one guy has come through, a boy I am meeting in 2-3 days. benjamin. He seems genuinly to like me and I am managing to force myself to slow down. He doesnt know my past, and to be honest...I'm afraid to tell him what I've been through. v.v
The beatings, the dark tight spaces....the rape. v.v
I'm afraid it will scare him off.
should I tell him?
Me and Kyle broke up again afterwards. And I have cried almost non stop since.
I tried dating, but I drove the other guy away because I was too desperate for love. I've felt so alone.
But lately one guy has come through, a boy I am meeting in 2-3 days. benjamin. He seems genuinly to like me and I am managing to force myself to slow down. He doesnt know my past, and to be honest...I'm afraid to tell him what I've been through. v.v
The beatings, the dark tight spaces....the rape. v.v
I'm afraid it will scare him off.
should I tell him?
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Reliving life as I should.
Reliving life as I should.