this is my first post here, so hello everyone. I've never been on this sorta thing before
Right, there's this girl and i first met her about 3 years ago and quickly became good friends. I liked her, and i told her about my feelings but she didnt have feelings for me like that so we went back to being friends. She then started going out with my friend and i was truly happy for them because they're both awesome people. Our friendship became very strong, and she then dumped my friend. We used to hang out in a big group of friends every saturday (only saturdays though, coz she lives 13 miles away).
Then one day, her friend text me saying she had a spare ticket to a bullet for my valentine gig tomorrow, and offered me it so i went along. It was a good night, with little harmless flirting with the girl i liked, being sober. When we got back to her friends house (there was me, the girl i like, the girl who's house it was and another girl and boy) and me and the girl i liked slept on the sofa. Then, 'that moment' came and we kissed. The morning was awkward coz we both didnt know if it was a one off or anything. I didn't know whether to say that i liked her to her because of being rejected last time, so i sat back... and her friends were telling me that she liked me and i asked her out on a sunday night. She said yes, and we went out happily for 9 months.
We then had an argument, and she dumped me... saying we drifted apart, and i was absolutely crushed... i still am now, 10 months on.
2 months after we broke up, she started going out with someone else.. an older man. Just to mention i was 17 at the time, and she was 16 and her new boyfriend was..... 28!! I went through a rough patch, getting drunk and sending her messages saying i love her and need her.
but yeah, that was all in november... now it's july and i've started to get feelings back for her (i have a feeling people will say i'm just holding on to a memory) we were eachother's first love and i still have a text that she sent me which said "i'm so totally in love with you" because it was the first time the 'L' word was mentioned. Anyway, the last 2 nights i've dreampt about her (not dirty dreams!) but it was nice to see her face there and i really do still like her, more than a friend. But, she's been with this older guy for 9 months now... and he treats her more than i could (because he has a full-time job, and i'm still in school)...
i need help getting over her.
Right, there's this girl and i first met her about 3 years ago and quickly became good friends. I liked her, and i told her about my feelings but she didnt have feelings for me like that so we went back to being friends. She then started going out with my friend and i was truly happy for them because they're both awesome people. Our friendship became very strong, and she then dumped my friend. We used to hang out in a big group of friends every saturday (only saturdays though, coz she lives 13 miles away).
Then one day, her friend text me saying she had a spare ticket to a bullet for my valentine gig tomorrow, and offered me it so i went along. It was a good night, with little harmless flirting with the girl i liked, being sober. When we got back to her friends house (there was me, the girl i like, the girl who's house it was and another girl and boy) and me and the girl i liked slept on the sofa. Then, 'that moment' came and we kissed. The morning was awkward coz we both didnt know if it was a one off or anything. I didn't know whether to say that i liked her to her because of being rejected last time, so i sat back... and her friends were telling me that she liked me and i asked her out on a sunday night. She said yes, and we went out happily for 9 months.
We then had an argument, and she dumped me... saying we drifted apart, and i was absolutely crushed... i still am now, 10 months on.
2 months after we broke up, she started going out with someone else.. an older man. Just to mention i was 17 at the time, and she was 16 and her new boyfriend was..... 28!! I went through a rough patch, getting drunk and sending her messages saying i love her and need her.
but yeah, that was all in november... now it's july and i've started to get feelings back for her (i have a feeling people will say i'm just holding on to a memory) we were eachother's first love and i still have a text that she sent me which said "i'm so totally in love with you" because it was the first time the 'L' word was mentioned. Anyway, the last 2 nights i've dreampt about her (not dirty dreams!) but it was nice to see her face there and i really do still like her, more than a friend. But, she's been with this older guy for 9 months now... and he treats her more than i could (because he has a full-time job, and i'm still in school)...
i need help getting over her.