Hi im a 15 year old teen and i really need help with my insecurity
its hard to write this and what i want to say that i cry myself to sleep every second night because im such a failure im short im fat and i can never speak to people and have no respect for myself making people not respecting me the only good thing about me is that my face isnt ugly i need help to fight this insecurity its ruining my life and when i say to myself im ok im not ... i still cant talk to people i choke and once almost puke when i do something like public speaking and i hit myself sometimes because i hate myself and im crying right now.people that i know since i was a kid im cool around them and when im with them im funny interesting and they always want to hang out with me but i can never joke or even talk to other people
its hard to write this and what i want to say that i cry myself to sleep every second night because im such a failure im short im fat and i can never speak to people and have no respect for myself making people not respecting me the only good thing about me is that my face isnt ugly i need help to fight this insecurity its ruining my life and when i say to myself im ok im not ... i still cant talk to people i choke and once almost puke when i do something like public speaking and i hit myself sometimes because i hate myself and im crying right now.people that i know since i was a kid im cool around them and when im with them im funny interesting and they always want to hang out with me but i can never joke or even talk to other people