So, I know this sounds lame and everything, but, I have this problem with my eating. Basically, I starve myself all day and then I binge eat at night. Now before you think you have the answer to this problem, let me stress the binging is not necessarily from hunger. It's the compulsion--one I can't control. I've tried for about 2 years now, every single day to eat normally but I just can't do it. I have to eat. I can't ignore it. Even if I eat normal meals everyday, by the time dinner time comes I pig out.
Also, there's something weird with my body. And I could eat like 1000 calories at a time. I stay full for about 5-10 minutes and then my stomach starts growling again. So I don't know what to do about that? And I've already told my counselor and my mom and nobody really cares. I don't know what to do. I used to throw up in 8th grade, but then I quit because I couldn't do it anymore and I've been dealing with these compulsions ever since. I know it's emotional, but I need some advice on how to control. How not to give in. That's all I want, but food..it's not just food to me. It's my best friend. I personify it. It's more than just energy, or even something satisfying--it controls me.
If you have any advice, please help!
Also, there's something weird with my body. And I could eat like 1000 calories at a time. I stay full for about 5-10 minutes and then my stomach starts growling again. So I don't know what to do about that? And I've already told my counselor and my mom and nobody really cares. I don't know what to do. I used to throw up in 8th grade, but then I quit because I couldn't do it anymore and I've been dealing with these compulsions ever since. I know it's emotional, but I need some advice on how to control. How not to give in. That's all I want, but food..it's not just food to me. It's my best friend. I personify it. It's more than just energy, or even something satisfying--it controls me.
If you have any advice, please help!