ha. yeah all we ever really did was i'd try to finger her and fail, lol, and she'd give me head.

i'm so glad i kept my v card, she was less than attractive to what i think now, my standards went way up ha.


ohyeah for op's advice:

maybe this time undo your own zipper, might be less stressful? :shrug:

if you're not ready for something don't let him pressure you into it, but it sounds like you already know that.

also if hes anything like me, i had no idea wtf i was doing my first time lol. it was my first time seeing a vag in real life, so i didn't know anything. needless to say i failed ha, so i wouldn't have high expectations for the first time, becuase remember its not like he has a vag of his own to practice on lol.

let us know how it goes.

She gave you head.

Aka oral sex

Aka your not a virgin. Or atleast in my opinion. Some people consider only penetration sex but I think that's just because they want some guy to lick their pussy and say "Hey i'm not a slut. I'm a virgin."

Haha, You guys got burrnned.

i'm assuming the cold statement was directed at me, she changed a lot and i didn't like how she was changing anyway. after we broke up she started dating a huge pot head and smokes pot now, fuck that :thumbsdown: i can find someone way better than that, even if i have to wait a long time.

and i still consider myself a virgin, i seperate the 2 as two seperate things, oral and vaginal. she was not a virgin, another thing i didn't like is she would talk about her ex non stop and crap, idk why i even stayed with her for 2 months, looking back i should have gotten out earlier.

i don't consider myself a cold / mean person, i'm a nice person, too nice a lot of times, lol.

^ Awe.

nice guys finish last, story of my life. lol.

in the months following us breaking up i also did a lot of changing. i started to look for more in a girl, i matured a lot, like a ton.
i'd rather wait and find a girl that loves me the way i lover her, rather than it be a sex thing (basically what it was about with my ex, i regret it so much for even doing anything with her in the first place). so far going on like a year and a half in my search ha.

Lol ok..

holy shit this got off topic xD

Yeaahh. My gf does that too. It's alittle annoying but I can't blame her, they were together a year and a half.

I do the same thing too though. I try to stop myself from talking about my ex >_>

well it'd be weird we'd be naked and doing stuff and she'd bring him up. that totally kills it you know?

owell that was a year and a half ago and i don't care anymore lol. i've moved on in life. now i'm looking to the future ha. pretty much gave up on finding anyone in my highschool, i don't really find any girl attractive (yes there are hot girls, but like i said i look at it deeper than most people), hoping college will be better, lol.

I can picture that. Your like sucking her tits and she'd be like "Oh I remember Tom used to do that right before he fucked me in the ass. Good times. Gooood times."

haha not exactly, i never did that lol.

Shutup it's my hypothetical vision.

lol well keep dreaming. idk if i tried to do that it'd just be weird ha, i guess it depends on the type of girl.

How would it be weird?

it's hot :p

lol idk i'm more shy so it would be weirder for me to do it than you. ha.