alright, so i have a weight problem. i wanna lose weight, but i have a lot of pool parties coming up in june and i'm gonna go to the lake with my friends a lot. i've changed a lot since last summer and kinda got...*ahem* bigger. i wanna lose weight and be back to my old athletic self and while i will start tomorrow, i will most def. look he same until at least august. ok so here are some pics:








would you describe me as fat? just stocky? or just untoned?
am i repulsive/gross looking? :eek:

r u sure im not gross or repulsive looking? what if you saw me walking on the beach or at a waterpark shirtless? would you think anything bad? would you care at all? would you think "eww" or anything?