Alright, sit tight. Cause it's a LONG story. I'll try to sum it up as much as I can.
Okay. So, I have a best friend who I ended up liking somewhere after Christmas. Him and I hung out A LOT and we talked a lot, just as best friends do. I ended up developing feelings for him, but I didn't want to admit them because I didn't want to ruin our friendship. But, apparently he liked me that entire time I liked him. He finally told me that he liked me, right after he got a girlfriend. >:/
After thinking about if I actually did like him back or not, I told him that I did. But, I didn't really want to get into a relationship with him because of the whole reason of not messing up our friendship.
He understood, which was good. So, i just told him to stay with his girlfriend and be happy, because all I really want for him is to be happy.
A month goes by, he's in this whole situation on if he wants to be with his current girlfriend or me. He's already told me that he "loves" me, and that he wants to be with me, but he doesn't want to hurt his girlfriend because she has already said "I love you" to him(which I'm pretty sure he has said it back to he as well).
Anyways, over a vacation from school, he asked me if I wanted to hang out with him. I told him sure, so the next day he came over my house. He told me he was on break with his girlfriend, and that he wanted to kiss me. I told him about 10,000 times before that I didn't want to be the girl that he cheated on his girlfriend with. But, he insisted that it wasn't cheating. I did want to kiss him, but then I didn't- because of the whole cheating thing.
He then caught me off guard at one point and kissed me, and I couldn't help but kiss him back. For the entire night we just couldn't get enough of each other. (Don't let your minds get carried away, we only kissed and made out. Haha.)
The next day at school, I thought things would be different. Where he would actually show me some sort of affection in school, now that me and him kind of had a thing going on. But, no. Nothing happened. He seemed to be avoiding me more than actually trying to get close to me. I confronted him about this that night on the phone, and he told me that all he was was on a break with his girlfriend and that he was more than likely going to get back with her.
Now, this- got me EXTREMELY mad.
What gives him the right to be all over me, then end up going back with his girlfriend? It got me very, very angry.
The next day, I didn't go to school. I was way too annoyed with everybody and everything.
He then got home after school that day, IMed me, and he knew I was mad. Apparently, from what he says, I told him I wasn't going to be mad if he got back with her. Which was clearly a lie, because I don't remember saying I wasn't going to be mad, ever.
The next day at school, both of us couldn't even look at each other. We were so angry at each other it was unbelievable. But, he was only mad because I had a perfectly legitiment reason to actually be mad, and he didn't.
But, I couldn't handle having my best friend being mad at me for the entire day and weekend(this happened on Friday.), so I apologized to him after school.
Yeah, I was the one who apologized for his wrong-doing. I told him I was sorry. I told him I didn't want him mad at me.
I told him that I knew as soon as we started to like each other, that everything was going to be ruined. He ended up telling me that it's not ruined. It only seems like it is because of the way I've been acting.
Which I don't understand, because the way I've been acting has been the way I normally act with my close guy friends.
I get jealous of other girls, what girl in the world DOESN'T get jealous over other girls? >:/ Ugh.
He's just so confusing and he basically used me, and now he's just going to get back with his girlfriend.
I don't know what to do! Please help!
Okay. So, I have a best friend who I ended up liking somewhere after Christmas. Him and I hung out A LOT and we talked a lot, just as best friends do. I ended up developing feelings for him, but I didn't want to admit them because I didn't want to ruin our friendship. But, apparently he liked me that entire time I liked him. He finally told me that he liked me, right after he got a girlfriend. >:/
After thinking about if I actually did like him back or not, I told him that I did. But, I didn't really want to get into a relationship with him because of the whole reason of not messing up our friendship.
He understood, which was good. So, i just told him to stay with his girlfriend and be happy, because all I really want for him is to be happy.
A month goes by, he's in this whole situation on if he wants to be with his current girlfriend or me. He's already told me that he "loves" me, and that he wants to be with me, but he doesn't want to hurt his girlfriend because she has already said "I love you" to him(which I'm pretty sure he has said it back to he as well).
Anyways, over a vacation from school, he asked me if I wanted to hang out with him. I told him sure, so the next day he came over my house. He told me he was on break with his girlfriend, and that he wanted to kiss me. I told him about 10,000 times before that I didn't want to be the girl that he cheated on his girlfriend with. But, he insisted that it wasn't cheating. I did want to kiss him, but then I didn't- because of the whole cheating thing.
He then caught me off guard at one point and kissed me, and I couldn't help but kiss him back. For the entire night we just couldn't get enough of each other. (Don't let your minds get carried away, we only kissed and made out. Haha.)
The next day at school, I thought things would be different. Where he would actually show me some sort of affection in school, now that me and him kind of had a thing going on. But, no. Nothing happened. He seemed to be avoiding me more than actually trying to get close to me. I confronted him about this that night on the phone, and he told me that all he was was on a break with his girlfriend and that he was more than likely going to get back with her.
Now, this- got me EXTREMELY mad.
What gives him the right to be all over me, then end up going back with his girlfriend? It got me very, very angry.
The next day, I didn't go to school. I was way too annoyed with everybody and everything.
He then got home after school that day, IMed me, and he knew I was mad. Apparently, from what he says, I told him I wasn't going to be mad if he got back with her. Which was clearly a lie, because I don't remember saying I wasn't going to be mad, ever.
The next day at school, both of us couldn't even look at each other. We were so angry at each other it was unbelievable. But, he was only mad because I had a perfectly legitiment reason to actually be mad, and he didn't.
But, I couldn't handle having my best friend being mad at me for the entire day and weekend(this happened on Friday.), so I apologized to him after school.
Yeah, I was the one who apologized for his wrong-doing. I told him I was sorry. I told him I didn't want him mad at me.
I told him that I knew as soon as we started to like each other, that everything was going to be ruined. He ended up telling me that it's not ruined. It only seems like it is because of the way I've been acting.
Which I don't understand, because the way I've been acting has been the way I normally act with my close guy friends.
I get jealous of other girls, what girl in the world DOESN'T get jealous over other girls? >:/ Ugh.
He's just so confusing and he basically used me, and now he's just going to get back with his girlfriend.
I don't know what to do! Please help!