I am completely fucked over. I am tired of living in this fucking city, I am so depressed and after recent events I just want to go back to my best friend in my hometown.. because she makes me feel at home. The thing is I can't. My parents won't take me back because they don't want me anymore and I have no way of getting back to my hometown. I am completely broke and don't even have money for food now so I haven't eaten in 2 days, not to mention the nicotine withdrawl is killing me since I have no money for cigarettes. I also am probably going to be kicked out of college because recent events have kept me from getting the courage or the motivation to even get out of bed. Also, my girlfriend has been lying to me. I have recently found out that I wasn't her first girl and that she had just broken up with her boyfriend for the 2nd time right before we got back together. Not to mention she is going away in 2 weeks forever, and we have been together for a long time and I really love her. I don't know what to do.. death seems like the best option, but I am not one for suicide. I am just looking for some way out of this..
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