I am ashamed and feel really bad.

    • I am ashamed and feel really bad.

      Years ago, I had a problem with porn. I am a teenage guy, yes. I swore to god I woulden't look at it again and I broke that after about 3 years tonight. After I do this I feel bad, and for some strange reasons, I have horrible days. Like god is punishing me. I swore to him and I kinda broke it, I feel...like a liar. I'm sorry but can you blame me?
    • Re: I am ashamed and feel really bad.

      You aren't a liar to anyone but yourself.

      Being a teenage boy like you and I is one of the most difficult times of our lives. It WILL get better, I promise.

      You cannot blame anyone, even yourself, for having a sudden urge to look at porn. Your body's hormones naturally want to be aroused...it wants third party things to do that...so porn was its choice.

      Don't beat yourself up about it.

      You're in the right place to get stuff off your chest.

      MikeDaMan wrote:

      Years ago, I had a problem with porn. I am a teenage guy, yes. I swore to god I woulden't look at it again and I broke that after about 3 years tonight. After I do this I feel bad, and for some strange reasons, I have horrible days. Like god is punishing me. I swore to him and I kinda broke it, I feel...like a liar. I'm sorry but can you blame me?
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    • Re: I am ashamed and feel really bad.

      MikeDaMan wrote:

      Years ago, I had a problem with porn. I am a teenage guy, yes. I swore to god I woulden't look at it again and I broke that after about 3 years tonight. After I do this I feel bad, and for some strange reasons, I have horrible days. Like god is punishing me. I swore to him and I kinda broke it, I feel...like a liar. I'm sorry but can you blame me?
      Come on, it is not a bad thing. And definetly god is not punishing you for anything. As I can see you belive in god so just think of the fact that he created you like that. He created every being like that. So even when breaking a promise like that he would understand the reason. Anyway, why did you make the promise? It isn't something bad to watch stuff like that actually.
    • Re: I am ashamed and feel really bad.

      You can't be too tough on yourself over this. I know you made a 'promise', but sometimes, we all have weak days and you must have slipped into a weak day. I can understand you feeling really down and probably angry at yourself for slipping, but you know, tomorrow is another day. And so, you can start again tomorrow. And hopefully, you will be able to stick to it again this time.

      I think God has a very forgiving nature, it's not like you hurt anyone or anything, so try and keep it in perspective. And remember, we're all human :)
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    • Re: I am ashamed and feel really bad.

      Try not feel bad over this. It's true, you only made it to yourself and to god. if you are a religious person, then it's understandable for you to feel bad, but remember, you did not do anything bad, and it's good that you realize where you broke the promise. Try not to feel down over it though. Viewing porn is something many do today:)
    • Re: I am ashamed and feel really bad.

      MikeDaMan wrote:

      Years ago, I had a problem with porn. I am a teenage guy, yes. I swore to god I woulden't look at it again and I broke that after about 3 years tonight. After I do this I feel bad, and for some strange reasons, I have horrible days. Like god is punishing me. I swore to him and I kinda broke it, I feel...like a liar. I'm sorry but can you blame me?


      How addicted are we talking?