My bestfriend passed away over a month ago now.
It still really gets to me, but i'm trying to move on with my life, as i know thats what he would have wanted.
I still have days where i wish he was here, and i have so many stories to tell him.
People say it gets better in time, but i still feel the same way, and its still so hard to get through every day.
I feel like ive changed as a person since he has left us.
I dont feel as sable and i feel so insecure, and just not myself.

He was always there when i needed someone to talk to. and now i dont have that.. i just feel so lost and lonley, althoughi have great friends who have helped me so much through this tough chapter in my life, its just not the same without him here :(.