Ok, there is something I need to get off my chest and I thought I'd come here to do it, I'm just gonna keep typing until I can't type anymore, so it might be a long post.
So there is a girl, as you might have guessed, her name is Becca, and she has the most beautiful blue eyes you'll ever see...
Anyway last summer we spent a lot of time together, and as time went on, I began to like her, and fell in love with her. I had noticed the signs from her aswell, and I was about to tell her, I went told her over msn that I needed to speak to her in person, because there was something I needed to tell her. She replies telling me she has big news too. I met up with her and she told me that she was moving to Dubai.
It felt like... a stab to the heart. I told her it was really good news and then made some excuse and went home. I was devastated...
I carried on hanging out with her until she went away, but didn't make a move or tell her how I felt because I knew it would be for nothing, she was going in just a months time and it would be worse for me if I did tell her.
Fast-forward a month and she leaves, I spend a week in my room hardly leaving it, while she's having the time of her life in Dubai, and I just cant get over her, even now, almost a year on I can't get over her, she's just something special...
But back to the point. She told me a couple of months ago that she liked me last summer, I'm still glad I didn't ask her out, because it would have still ended in heartbreak.
Now I am trying to get over her but finding it difficult, I think I'll have to come clean to her as part of the process, but not exactly sure on how to do it, I can't do it over the phone, I just couldn't do it, and text and msn seems a bit impersonal, she'll be back for a visit in august but I think if I don't do it soon then I'll never be able to. So it's gonna have to be msn...
Sorry for going on, if anyone has actually read this, but if you did then thanks.
So there is a girl, as you might have guessed, her name is Becca, and she has the most beautiful blue eyes you'll ever see...
Anyway last summer we spent a lot of time together, and as time went on, I began to like her, and fell in love with her. I had noticed the signs from her aswell, and I was about to tell her, I went told her over msn that I needed to speak to her in person, because there was something I needed to tell her. She replies telling me she has big news too. I met up with her and she told me that she was moving to Dubai.
It felt like... a stab to the heart. I told her it was really good news and then made some excuse and went home. I was devastated...
I carried on hanging out with her until she went away, but didn't make a move or tell her how I felt because I knew it would be for nothing, she was going in just a months time and it would be worse for me if I did tell her.
Fast-forward a month and she leaves, I spend a week in my room hardly leaving it, while she's having the time of her life in Dubai, and I just cant get over her, even now, almost a year on I can't get over her, she's just something special...
But back to the point. She told me a couple of months ago that she liked me last summer, I'm still glad I didn't ask her out, because it would have still ended in heartbreak.
Now I am trying to get over her but finding it difficult, I think I'll have to come clean to her as part of the process, but not exactly sure on how to do it, I can't do it over the phone, I just couldn't do it, and text and msn seems a bit impersonal, she'll be back for a visit in august but I think if I don't do it soon then I'll never be able to. So it's gonna have to be msn...
Sorry for going on, if anyone has actually read this, but if you did then thanks.
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