yeah, it's pretty weird!
i'm planning to go somewhere and meet up with a few people tomorrow and i'm actually quite excited.
i just wanna see if i can keep my head held high and keep my smile on my face.

yeah
i think it's irritating because i WAS me
but then i just ... disappeared
i'm so sick of hiding >.<!

yeah
no-one at school really ever knew me
not even the people i considered my friends
i didn't feel comfortable with them
and as such ditched them the day we left school


probably a stupid thing to do on my part since the problem was mine and not theirs

lol
i'll be honest
i am faltering today
not in the quest for confidence, but in my 'happy happy' place
but maybe that's because i've not achieved anything yet today
i'm not sad or anythnig, which i could be!


i'm leaving the house in about 29 mins so hopefully i'll be all YAAAAAAY when i get back ;D

yeah!

and also i may be seeing my dad/brother/step mum today so i'm happy about that too

lol
i'm not happy today ;D