So recently ive been talking with a guy ive known and gone to school with for about 5 years now. He is popular and hooks up with pretty, and thin girls (some being my friends who are also popular). I am shy and i dont talk to a lot of guys like my friends do, which is why i thought it was weird when he told me he thought i was cute. Ive never been on a date or had a boyfriend or anything like that.
So anyways we talk and he has been inviting me over to go in his hot tub with him but i keep giving excuses why I cant, even though i really want to.
The reason I dont just go is because I dont want him seeing me in a bikini because im not thin... Im like 25 pounds above what my average weight should be. I wear a bikini in front of my friends and other people because i dont care what they think. Im chubby in the thighs and hips so I think a one-piece bathing suit looks even worse on me.
What do you guys think I should do?
So anyways we talk and he has been inviting me over to go in his hot tub with him but i keep giving excuses why I cant, even though i really want to.
The reason I dont just go is because I dont want him seeing me in a bikini because im not thin... Im like 25 pounds above what my average weight should be. I wear a bikini in front of my friends and other people because i dont care what they think. Im chubby in the thighs and hips so I think a one-piece bathing suit looks even worse on me.
What do you guys think I should do?