Ok so my problem isn't nearly as horrible as many of the peoples on here, but, i could really use some help. Back during early elementary school(1st-5th grade) i was always smiling and everything was great. Around 6th grade though things started to change and i seemed to smile less and less and even become more depressed. Since then it's gotton progressively worse and worse. I really can't take it anymore. I've had my fair share of self-harm and even at times suicidal thoughts. over time those things occur more often. Althouth those are both terrible things, the thing that's killing me the most is stuff like being unable to get sleep, and when i do i still end up terribly tired. noy only that but i dont weight regarless if i over eat or undereat(its one or the other for me and it changes all the time). i also seem to have diminishing self-esteem and confidence. i read about depression and i have reason to believe thats maybe what i have. but there are many other mental problems that i could have. what i really want from this post on this forum is what people think could be wrong, or what i can do to maybe imporve my life. i would really appreciate it, school comes up in a couple days and i don't want to feel lonely. i really want to get out there and feel like everyone else. not the coolest kid out there but definently maybe fit in with everyone else. I know i didn't supply all the information that maybe you guys need. But if there's any questions feel free to ask in a post, i'll reply as soon as i can. i Just didn't want to drag out this post to be like a book. Thanks in advance to anyone who offers helpful advice.
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[LEFT][SIZE=1]When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.[/SIZE][/LEFT]
[LEFT][SIZE=1]Love is like an hourglass, with the heart filling up as the brain empties.[/SIZE][/LEFT]