wow ,, this is exactly the same position i am in ,, and it really is crap , i feel so bad when he gets a bone on an i cant bring myself to releive him
Real eyes ..Realize..Real lies..
teenheartbeatingfaster wrote:
Right, Before I begin let's get this straight, I'm not incredibly naive and i have given guys handjobs and stuff like that.. blah blah. so I'm not ever really that nervous of touching guys in that way.. My most recent ex was very 'physical' and I was always very happy doing anything with him, it excited me.
But, me and this guy have known eachother for like 6 months or so now, and we've had this 'thing' for about 4.. and only recently he's began to get more serious.. we were always just fooling around before and he'd tell me he liked me but he never acted on it. But recently, he has been 'trying' to act on it.
For example..
Last night, we were making out in his room, his parents were out.. and he started getting carried away, he had a hard on and he was breathing really heavily, i knew what he wanted... so I ran my hands down his chest.. but i couldnt bring myself to go any further or go into his trouserss or anything, i got nervous and scared I just.. moved my hands back to being around his back and then stopped. I just looked at the ceiling then turned over and he went to sleep. I think it's starting to offend him.. and i don't understand why i can't bring myself to touch him in that way... I do like him quite a bit.. he's the sweetest guy. :(
MME1122 wrote:
Hmm.
Sounds like maybe you're not over your ex completely. Especially if he was your first, it'll be hard. And you said you were completely head over heels for him.
Even if you really like this guy you might not be completely over your ex, so its hard to be with someone else. Does it remind you of your ex maybe?
xxGothBiBoyxx wrote:
i think he has a sideburn fetish* consider synthetic ones to enhance your play and boost your confidance im the bedroom!!!
*bisexuals just know these things