Uhh.. ok.. umm. -sigh-
This question is to see if I kind of f-d myself over completely... or if it was suppose to happen like that..
Here's the story..: Me and girlfriend were well.. "curious" more so I acted upon it, she was basically the receiving end (No that doesn't mean penetrative sex). After making out for awhile, I moved my hands down to her thighs, rubbing them (cause I'm a thigh guy you know
) and then gently moved one of my hands to her "area". It wasn't the first time I had done it but I guess this time was different, because I tried to unbutton but failed. But she sort of made a joke about it, so I thought hey it was all good then. Anyways the way she said it made me think like she wanted me too, because I failed at taking off "other" things. So I went for it again and well, I unbutton, which made me nervous, not because I didn't want to do it, but because I didn't know "how" or "what" to do. SO I slowly slipped my hand down her underwear, and well rubbed, with my fingers, which made her wet.
But that wasn't the problem, the problem was that after I took my hand out and looked at my fingers(I wasn't grossed out, made me feel pretty good that I could get her like that), she umm, sort of cried.. so I felt pretty terrible, even though she said it was tears of "emotion" or whatever.. I'm pretty frightened to do it again.. if ever. She "seemed" fine after she cried (it wasn't hardcore crying) but girls tend to do that right? Fake being fine? And that is the last thing I ever wanted to do, to make my girlfriend cry. I love her and its almost been about a year. And I mostly did it because I wanted her to feel good.
But now I feel terrible, and like I just molested my girlfriend.. In fact, looking at myself in the mirror makes my inside turn and I feel like I'm about to die..
Did I completely fuck up...? Did I do it right..? Was that suppose to happen...?
Please help me.
This question is to see if I kind of f-d myself over completely... or if it was suppose to happen like that..
Here's the story..: Me and girlfriend were well.. "curious" more so I acted upon it, she was basically the receiving end (No that doesn't mean penetrative sex). After making out for awhile, I moved my hands down to her thighs, rubbing them (cause I'm a thigh guy you know
) and then gently moved one of my hands to her "area". It wasn't the first time I had done it but I guess this time was different, because I tried to unbutton but failed. But she sort of made a joke about it, so I thought hey it was all good then. Anyways the way she said it made me think like she wanted me too, because I failed at taking off "other" things. So I went for it again and well, I unbutton, which made me nervous, not because I didn't want to do it, but because I didn't know "how" or "what" to do. SO I slowly slipped my hand down her underwear, and well rubbed, with my fingers, which made her wet.But that wasn't the problem, the problem was that after I took my hand out and looked at my fingers(I wasn't grossed out, made me feel pretty good that I could get her like that), she umm, sort of cried.. so I felt pretty terrible, even though she said it was tears of "emotion" or whatever.. I'm pretty frightened to do it again.. if ever. She "seemed" fine after she cried (it wasn't hardcore crying) but girls tend to do that right? Fake being fine? And that is the last thing I ever wanted to do, to make my girlfriend cry. I love her and its almost been about a year. And I mostly did it because I wanted her to feel good.
But now I feel terrible, and like I just molested my girlfriend.. In fact, looking at myself in the mirror makes my inside turn and I feel like I'm about to die..
Did I completely fuck up...? Did I do it right..? Was that suppose to happen...?
Please help me.
