ok, so last night i got really emotional because my phone doesnt work and i started a whole tangent to myself about how my phone is like my best friend and my whole life is on that phone. I have all my favorite pictures, all my favorite music, all my favorite videos and etc on there but now my phone doesnt work and it seems like i just have to deal with the world head on. In a way, my phone has been my getaway from the real world of issues and etc but now that my phone is gone, i have no escape. Im trying to get a new phone but i only have $60 and i cant get a decent phone for that money. Also, the phone has to be able to take M2 memory cards because only certain phones take them. so anyway, i just got really emotional and depressed and i started crying and hugging my pillow because i fealt so lonley. does anyone have any suggestions for me??? also, my parents dont really help the situation at all. They just want to continue to push me to be the best but ive given up years ago. It hit me last night as i was crying into my pillow that i probably have a learning disability and i really need some help. I started yelling "help me help me" (to myself because it was like 12:00 in the morning). but yeah, i really need to talk to a shrink or something because last night i came really close to thinking about suicide. I really HATE my life. HELP ME PLEASE
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