hey....... i havent posted here in ages..... sorry. last night in bed i was crying imaging my boyfriend leaving me. he hasnt been acting like himself... and has been talking/flirting with this girl he lives near. and theyve known each other their whole life.
i cant lose him...... i cant lose another person in my life already.... i love him.. and ive told him all this. he says im being stupid and jealous and that it annoys him. but he acts like hes guilty... he's never mad at me... only when i bring that up! like he actually has something to hide......
he doesnt care about me..... and i miss my dad. he passed away before i met him... my mum said i got a boyfirend to fill the place of my dad...... i agree... and now my bf will leave.
sorry if you cant understand this post... very sad.
i cant lose him...... i cant lose another person in my life already.... i love him.. and ive told him all this. he says im being stupid and jealous and that it annoys him. but he acts like hes guilty... he's never mad at me... only when i bring that up! like he actually has something to hide......
he doesnt care about me..... and i miss my dad. he passed away before i met him... my mum said i got a boyfirend to fill the place of my dad...... i agree... and now my bf will leave.
sorry if you cant understand this post... very sad.