idk anymoree :(

    • idk anymoree :(

      i have no idea what to do anymore :(
      ive been trying for a while to get my never up to committ suicide but i cant. im an active cutter which no one noes about my father verbaly abuse me everytime he sees me my sister hated me with a passion ever since i was born i love my mother with all my heart but she doesnt have the time to be a mother to me at alll i never seee her im totally self efficient at the age of 15
      i just want my life to be over i have no love in this world at all i ran away twice and no one new i left
      the only thing that keeps me on this earth is my best friend paulie and rebecca they would be heart broken but i know i wpuld be soon forgotten

      can some one help me?

      i just dont know:(

      oh and im bisexual and my sister abd fathher constantly critisive me saying that a gay homosexual and for that i shouldnt live and guys dont want me why would girls want