But I'm pretty sure it fits into the depression forum.
Lately, my emotions have just been up and down. I've been letting my emotions get the best of me, and I cry about a lot of things. It's finally sinking in that his parents don't want us to be together, and that they'll do anything in their power to keep us apart. So...the other morning it was starting to hit me incredibly hard, and I sat in bed for a good hour, crying.
I'm finally willing to admit that I'm scared. I'm terrified of them riping up apart. It's probably the scariest thing to me right now. I don't want that to happen, I can see myself with him for probably...forever. I honestly can believe that he's the one. And I've never felt this way before. And I can't stand that they're trying to rip us apart. It hurts so much. Especially when not even 6 months ago, they absolutely loved me. It's just not making any sense to me anymore.
I just don't want my emotions to control my life. Because when I start to feel scared, I always think the worst about everything. Every little thing just scares me beyond belief. Like, I worry if he's cheating on me, or if he's losing the feelings we have for each other.
I'm scared.
Lately, my emotions have just been up and down. I've been letting my emotions get the best of me, and I cry about a lot of things. It's finally sinking in that his parents don't want us to be together, and that they'll do anything in their power to keep us apart. So...the other morning it was starting to hit me incredibly hard, and I sat in bed for a good hour, crying.
I'm finally willing to admit that I'm scared. I'm terrified of them riping up apart. It's probably the scariest thing to me right now. I don't want that to happen, I can see myself with him for probably...forever. I honestly can believe that he's the one. And I've never felt this way before. And I can't stand that they're trying to rip us apart. It hurts so much. Especially when not even 6 months ago, they absolutely loved me. It's just not making any sense to me anymore.
I just don't want my emotions to control my life. Because when I start to feel scared, I always think the worst about everything. Every little thing just scares me beyond belief. Like, I worry if he's cheating on me, or if he's losing the feelings we have for each other.
I'm scared.