Okay so, firstly, I'm gay. I'm 14 and know one knows, but I've nearly finished school and there's no point ruining my school life, by coming out now..
So, I told my (ex) best friend that I'm bisexual, but I'm just gay.
She's the only one that knows in real life.
Anyway, there's a kid in my year, let's call him.. John.
I do fancy John but, I'm not sure if his gay. His not that 'cool' but his not ugly.
But, today in I.C.T; his Twin brother, let's call him.. Mike.
He randomly came and hugged me while I was on the computer (from behind me)
And I didn't know who it was so I let him, then he said to the girl next to me..
"Tommy's my buddie." Okay so, it was just a hug but oh well.
That's made me fancy him hehe. His better looking than his brother.
He came over a few times and showed me how to get on facebook (at school).
But when he came over he like, I didn't move out the way he like, put his arms around me so one hand was on
the mouse and the over hand on the computer and I was in the middle.
I also borrowed him my ear-phones this lesson..
Anyways, once in P.E he blew my a kiss and did a little laugh.
I think his gay, but I think his brother might be..
I love them both.
But Mike seems abit boyish and more like, straight.
I love him..x
Okay so, I love them both, And I'm gay and..
I don't know what to do.
How can I like, tell him I'm gay and say I want to secretly go out with him, without actually asking?
I see John twice as much as I see Mike, and John talks to me more.
But Mike is better looking And he acts like he 'likes' me abit more.
It might just all be in my head...
AAH! Help me someone?.x
(Also, I just want to add that the only reason I'm not coming out as being gay is that loads of people nowadays homophobic and I'd rather just wait till after school.)
Please give me some advice.x
So, I told my (ex) best friend that I'm bisexual, but I'm just gay.
She's the only one that knows in real life.
Anyway, there's a kid in my year, let's call him.. John.
I do fancy John but, I'm not sure if his gay. His not that 'cool' but his not ugly.
But, today in I.C.T; his Twin brother, let's call him.. Mike.
He randomly came and hugged me while I was on the computer (from behind me)
And I didn't know who it was so I let him, then he said to the girl next to me..
"Tommy's my buddie." Okay so, it was just a hug but oh well.
That's made me fancy him hehe. His better looking than his brother.
He came over a few times and showed me how to get on facebook (at school).
But when he came over he like, I didn't move out the way he like, put his arms around me so one hand was on
the mouse and the over hand on the computer and I was in the middle.
I also borrowed him my ear-phones this lesson..
Anyways, once in P.E he blew my a kiss and did a little laugh.
I think his gay, but I think his brother might be..
I love them both.
But Mike seems abit boyish and more like, straight.
I love him..x
Okay so, I love them both, And I'm gay and..
I don't know what to do.
How can I like, tell him I'm gay and say I want to secretly go out with him, without actually asking?
I see John twice as much as I see Mike, and John talks to me more.
But Mike is better looking And he acts like he 'likes' me abit more.
It might just all be in my head...
AAH! Help me someone?.x
(Also, I just want to add that the only reason I'm not coming out as being gay is that loads of people nowadays homophobic and I'd rather just wait till after school.)
Please give me some advice.x
¡Hablo el inglés y español!
I know what you mean. 
