I won't explain much of my situation. I am 18 year old male. I have had a lot of success in life. I have a great family, a great girlfriend who I am in love with, a great home, and great friends. Why do I feel like this? I am buried in self shame for even feeling this way when everything should be so great. I want to kill myself. I am trying to get rid of that part of me but everything keeps on getting worse.
I am in therapy. I take these pills they give me. I'm sick and I don't have any reason to be. I see no light at the end of the tunnel. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I literally feel like I'm being sucked further into this depression every second. I can't stop thinking about driving my car off a bridge, or into a tree, or just overdosing on these pills. Why is this happening to me, what did I do? What do I do? I'm completely lost, when I have everything anyone could ever need. I hate myself, and I am sunk.
I need someone to just tell me something.
I am in therapy. I take these pills they give me. I'm sick and I don't have any reason to be. I see no light at the end of the tunnel. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I literally feel like I'm being sucked further into this depression every second. I can't stop thinking about driving my car off a bridge, or into a tree, or just overdosing on these pills. Why is this happening to me, what did I do? What do I do? I'm completely lost, when I have everything anyone could ever need. I hate myself, and I am sunk.
I need someone to just tell me something.