I am Slipping into depression again

    • I am Slipping into depression again

      Ok when I was 14 I was extremely Depressed Cut myself and Tried to kill Myself By Taking to much pills.

      I am 17 now and am getting off probation september 1st and I am out of highschool and I Have to get a Job because My dad calls me a looser and Not normal because my older brother has a job and has never been caught for anything He also tells me Theres something wrong with me and I am going to end up living on the streets. His friends make Jokes towards me because I Painted a friends house for money and they laughed at me because I normally just hang out with friends.

      I have only had 2 semi serouis Girlfriends in my life but I am not good looking at all.

      I am thinking about Running away after I am off probation Because I just can't stand to be around my dad or step mom because they make me feel like crap,

      When I stop and think about my life I almost want to cry because My parents think my siblings are the greatest kids on earth I have 1 older and 1 younger and My dad expects me to be just like my older bro but the thing is I don't Want to I am my own person and I try to tell him about how I feel he ignores me and cracks jokes about it later.


      What should I do I am scared that I will end up hurting my self and I have no one in my life I can talk to So thats why I posted this here.

    • Re: I am Slipping into depression again

      Yes you are good looking in your own way :)
      Thats horrible... you dont seem to get much support/understanding towards it, thats rather sad. Wil they not let you sit down, talk to them about it? If not pm me or i really would suggest seeing someone, like a mentor. your life needs turning around, but you cannot do it by yourself, the only people that can help are friends, mentors etc. It really helped me, i see a mentor now and shes excellent. Im sorry theyre so like that with you Perhaps they need to realize from another persons view, what position you are in.

    • Re: I am Slipping into depression again

      Dude....your parents treat you like shit. i say run away, Go to the beach, (Outer banks is prolly the best) Get a job at a 7-11 or somewhere, and buy a tent and a fishing pole, and enjoy life, fck taxes...thats what i am doing when i get old enought after cologe, im going to take a year off and go to the beach and just live there in a tent, work at a gas station, and then fish for food. or buy it if im desprate....I cant wait for that day.

    • Re: I am Slipping into depression again

      I am on probation for concealed weapon I cop found a knife in my pocket.

      My mom is like 150 miles away and she treats me like shit too.

      I am off probation september 1st so I am thinking about running away Because all I have to do is not get caught for 9 months and than I am 18.