First off i am going to apologise about any grammatical or spelling errors as I am doing this from my iPhone
But recently well not really recently for the last few months I have been depressed to hell I just hate my life I am trying to change it but it just isn't working. I am getting rid of my old self and trying to get a new me. My old self was nerdy kid who was just plain nerdy nothing else. I havnt got a girlfriend and alot of people only talk to me when they want something. I am trying to get away from this and just don't know what to do. I am also in college full time and I am basically fucking that up I just some help ahh I just hate my life I just need someone to talk to nothing else. Someone who I can talk to in secrecy but I don't trust any of my friends with this I just don't know what to do anymore
But recently well not really recently for the last few months I have been depressed to hell I just hate my life I am trying to change it but it just isn't working. I am getting rid of my old self and trying to get a new me. My old self was nerdy kid who was just plain nerdy nothing else. I havnt got a girlfriend and alot of people only talk to me when they want something. I am trying to get away from this and just don't know what to do. I am also in college full time and I am basically fucking that up I just some help ahh I just hate my life I just need someone to talk to nothing else. Someone who I can talk to in secrecy but I don't trust any of my friends with this I just don't know what to do anymore