Okay so I've been hanging around with a few of my friends that just so happen to be gay recently, we have been going to clubs, house parties, even dancing with each other. Through them I have met several Girl friends of theirs and a couple of them fancy me. However recently all I can think about, (particulary when I'm drunk) is kissing one of my friends. One of these friends has had a crush on me for awhile, but I've just seen it as flattering and never let it affect our friendship at all. but recently I've been starting to wonder what it would be like to give into him and kiss him.
But does this mean I was always going to have these feelings eventually, or because I've continually been with them, is it starting to rub off on me? If any of this is coming across homophobic then I'm really sorry that's not my intention.
But does this mean I was always going to have these feelings eventually, or because I've continually been with them, is it starting to rub off on me? If any of this is coming across homophobic then I'm really sorry that's not my intention.