Show this One at my Admission
By Christian Pastuisaca
It is the living on the edge that birthed the greatest plans I’ve ever contrived from life. Balancing on a bullet pledge for no other reason to remind me that someday I will die. The equalization of opposing forces usurped by those who conscientiously try to forget their own battle that they feel raging inside. Equanimity be mine; If only when standing over the void preparing to dive. The nothingness is vast and disparaging. So many levels people have plunged past transfixed on the feeling that led them on this path. Count the everyday tragedies until you get to infinity, dial up your level of apathy so you can keep your sanity. I see the same readiness and weariness in my comrade’s eye and it doesn’t sooth me. Depression is a tiny vacation to hell during life. It makes you stay up at night to wait for the apocalyptic sunrise. I have grown stoic to the pontifications so pick and choose and hide behind your own divine and I’ll see you in the eventual demise. I have faith in the everyday failures, wins, and tries; cycle atop of cycle, come and claim your routine prize. Universe atop of Universe, bumping into someone else’s life. It was purely by chance we met in this time stream. I needed what I needed to tie my shoe and you took what you took to get through whatever everyday stood in your way. We both won’t ever stop and that lead us both to this precipice drop with no fear to jump. That is the scariest part; I have no fear to jump.
By Christian Pastuisaca
It is the living on the edge that birthed the greatest plans I’ve ever contrived from life. Balancing on a bullet pledge for no other reason to remind me that someday I will die. The equalization of opposing forces usurped by those who conscientiously try to forget their own battle that they feel raging inside. Equanimity be mine; If only when standing over the void preparing to dive. The nothingness is vast and disparaging. So many levels people have plunged past transfixed on the feeling that led them on this path. Count the everyday tragedies until you get to infinity, dial up your level of apathy so you can keep your sanity. I see the same readiness and weariness in my comrade’s eye and it doesn’t sooth me. Depression is a tiny vacation to hell during life. It makes you stay up at night to wait for the apocalyptic sunrise. I have grown stoic to the pontifications so pick and choose and hide behind your own divine and I’ll see you in the eventual demise. I have faith in the everyday failures, wins, and tries; cycle atop of cycle, come and claim your routine prize. Universe atop of Universe, bumping into someone else’s life. It was purely by chance we met in this time stream. I needed what I needed to tie my shoe and you took what you took to get through whatever everyday stood in your way. We both won’t ever stop and that lead us both to this precipice drop with no fear to jump. That is the scariest part; I have no fear to jump.
"Something to relieve the pressures of their everyday life, like having to tie their shoes. "