I've always known my family was poor, but I didn't know we're THIS poor. Almost anything valuable in our house is given to us from our relatives, even our house is not ours (we're living with my grandmother). A few days ago I overheard that my mom is in massive debts (if you can't earn money at least don't lose it! :mad:). But what make me truly sad is the fact that my father is totally indifferent about everything. He sits all day in front of the computer playing games and learing Photoshop :confused:. I'm really aware of the fact that my parents are the type of introverted/passive people (they don't even talk to each other much if at all) and I probably will never get to feel the "family atmostphere" that people talk about, but this is getting really depressing. College fees are due the day after tomorrow and my mother is out borrowing money again. Dad is playing some puzzle-solving game (yeah he always think he's a very smart person, which doesn't mean anything even if he really is).
I think I should just stop caring about how lame they are and study hard, get a job, move out and start "living". Maybe sometimes visit them but that's it. I have lost all hope in having a normal family.
I think I should just stop caring about how lame they are and study hard, get a job, move out and start "living". Maybe sometimes visit them but that's it. I have lost all hope in having a normal family.