First, let me start with a foreward:
1) I want to apologize beforehand about the redundancy of this proceeding message. I know you all get these sorts of threads regarding the supposed sexuality of the OP.
2) Thanks in advance for your responses; it's gotta be tiring.
Now, with the real message:
I'm 17, and about to head to college. But, for about four years now (since my freshman year in high school), I've been looking at guys. Checking them out.
I played football my freshman year, and got the whole shower experience. Saw a lot of guys in the nude. Thing is, it turned me on (luckily, not while showering!!). This has progressed even more now; I'm looking at gay porn at times, about half of the time, and I get off to it.
But, I'm not anywhere near being interested in a relationship, whether that be physical or emotional. In fact, I cringe at the thought of anything physical occurring between myself and another man, outside of masturbation.
I just don't understand my situation. Furthermore, I don't trust anyone outside of an online forum to discuss this with; one of my friends'll blab it, inevitably. Can anyone help me shed light on it?
(p.s. - if any more info is needed, please, don't hesitate to ask.)
-Daniel
1) I want to apologize beforehand about the redundancy of this proceeding message. I know you all get these sorts of threads regarding the supposed sexuality of the OP.
2) Thanks in advance for your responses; it's gotta be tiring.
Now, with the real message:
I'm 17, and about to head to college. But, for about four years now (since my freshman year in high school), I've been looking at guys. Checking them out.
I played football my freshman year, and got the whole shower experience. Saw a lot of guys in the nude. Thing is, it turned me on (luckily, not while showering!!). This has progressed even more now; I'm looking at gay porn at times, about half of the time, and I get off to it.
But, I'm not anywhere near being interested in a relationship, whether that be physical or emotional. In fact, I cringe at the thought of anything physical occurring between myself and another man, outside of masturbation.
I just don't understand my situation. Furthermore, I don't trust anyone outside of an online forum to discuss this with; one of my friends'll blab it, inevitably. Can anyone help me shed light on it?
(p.s. - if any more info is needed, please, don't hesitate to ask.)
-Daniel
Cognito Ergo Sum