Okay well I've had a lot of boyfriends in the past year, and I got myself a reputation of a slag, basically. And because of this, people think I will go all the way, or just really far. One of my really close friends Katie, has gone all the way, with her 3 year older boyfriend. Were underage, he's not, and to be honest, I think they really love eachother so, I'm happy for what ever they do. But I don't know where I want to go with relationships anymore, at first I would date people because I had a crush and according to people i can "get any guy I want" so when I get a crush, the guy automatically like, asks me out? And I say yes, obviously, then turn out not to like them afterall. And thats where the reputation comes in. I've had oral, and I've been to base 2, and it was great, but I just don't know if I want to do it again.
Main point is, when I'm turned on, after making out for a long time, I *think* I want to do more, but then as soon as my sex drive is lowered, for any reason, I want to stay innocent. and I don't want to piss my boyfriend off by keep changing, oh lets go further OH NOT AGAIN. oh lets go further, NO SORRY. its going to be really hard for him.
Am I just over reacting or should I go further/stay innocent ? xx
Main point is, when I'm turned on, after making out for a long time, I *think* I want to do more, but then as soon as my sex drive is lowered, for any reason, I want to stay innocent. and I don't want to piss my boyfriend off by keep changing, oh lets go further OH NOT AGAIN. oh lets go further, NO SORRY. its going to be really hard for him.
Am I just over reacting or should I go further/stay innocent ? xx
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