Over the last few days, I haven't been able to get my best friend out of my head.
She's absolutely gorgeous, great personality, easy to get on with, amazing eyes, and I love her accent! I confessed to her the other day, via formspring that I've always liked her and just felt that she was too good for me. I've seen her pretty much all weekend, and we've just hung out and had a laugh, as usual. We was chilling at her house last night, and to be honest, all I wanted to do was just lay on the sofa, cuddled up with her. We almost came close to hooking up a few months back, we both felt the moment, yet both chose against for some reason. We both regret this decision, due to not knowing what could of been (y'know, the usual cliché bullshit).
Now, you're probably wondering what the actual problem is...
I have a girlfriend who lives 140 miles away from me, and I haven't seen her for almost 3 months. The reason for this is due to lack of funds on both parts, and my lack of spare time to take the 3 hour road trip up to see her due to college and work commitments (I'm at college Tuesday through to Friday, and then at work on Thu, Fri and Sat night, and Sun and Mon morning/afternoon). Hopefully she should be coming down this weekend, but it is yet to be confirmed.
I'm pretty sure that it is morally wrong for me to still be with my girlfriend, even though I've been thinking about my best friend almost non-stop for the last week or so.
I'm hoping that this is only due to the fact that I haven't seen my girlfriend in so long, and that it will all sort itself out come this weekend if she comes down. But I don't know whether this is the case, or maybe something is trying to tell me that I shouldn't be with my girlfriend due to the impracticality of it all.
I know that only I can make this decision, but it would be nice to know what you great people at Teenhut think I should do.
Thanks in advance!
She's absolutely gorgeous, great personality, easy to get on with, amazing eyes, and I love her accent! I confessed to her the other day, via formspring that I've always liked her and just felt that she was too good for me. I've seen her pretty much all weekend, and we've just hung out and had a laugh, as usual. We was chilling at her house last night, and to be honest, all I wanted to do was just lay on the sofa, cuddled up with her. We almost came close to hooking up a few months back, we both felt the moment, yet both chose against for some reason. We both regret this decision, due to not knowing what could of been (y'know, the usual cliché bullshit).
Now, you're probably wondering what the actual problem is...
I have a girlfriend who lives 140 miles away from me, and I haven't seen her for almost 3 months. The reason for this is due to lack of funds on both parts, and my lack of spare time to take the 3 hour road trip up to see her due to college and work commitments (I'm at college Tuesday through to Friday, and then at work on Thu, Fri and Sat night, and Sun and Mon morning/afternoon). Hopefully she should be coming down this weekend, but it is yet to be confirmed.
I'm pretty sure that it is morally wrong for me to still be with my girlfriend, even though I've been thinking about my best friend almost non-stop for the last week or so.
I'm hoping that this is only due to the fact that I haven't seen my girlfriend in so long, and that it will all sort itself out come this weekend if she comes down. But I don't know whether this is the case, or maybe something is trying to tell me that I shouldn't be with my girlfriend due to the impracticality of it all.
I know that only I can make this decision, but it would be nice to know what you great people at Teenhut think I should do.
Thanks in advance!
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