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Title: Letter to a Stranger Author: Joshua Ward You, the someone I will never know. I sit here, on my bed, my head against the bars of my bed, listening to Utada Hikaru. There are in total, 4 things on my walls; calendars, posters, and two notes I've been writing. Beside my bed, there is a beak with my air purifier on it as well as my clicker for my stereo, a SoRiku picture I printed off that's not mine, an empty can of Pepsi, a picture of two wolves and an empty bowl. The floor of my room consi…

Thanks very much. I'm glad you like them. ~Josh~

Title: Flame Author: Joshua Ward Don't be a stranger, just leave me at the door While you're on the other side, bleeding me out, begging for more You slit me like a sheet, my innocence fading away No longer am I the one, whose arms are round your neck An empty space, an empty face Crawl to me on the floor you say, Yes ~master, I do as you wish So you control me And I am 'alive' as they said I would be I have lost and I have gained The suttleties of life bore me I need passion mixed with pain The…

Title: How? Author: Joshua Ward How do you fly when you're in the sky How do you go away Without saying a word, I guess it's for sure That you would have wanted it that way How does the sky, turn blue like a light switch How does the sun go down At the night when its right and theres no one around Is that where it all goes down ~Chorus~ Into the night of day We will all go away Going our seperate ways Just down the road And if we find a way To meet some other day Then we will walk away On some s…

I like the pictures. You're good at Photoshop! I (on the otherhand) fail at it! It's too complicated for me. lol ~Josh~

Title: Love Author: Joshua Ward Look to the ones you love and treasure them. Hold them dear to you, and let them know they mean the world to you Hug then when their sad, smile for them when their down Lift them up when their down Be you, and be in love, even from a distance, love is love Whose to say what tomorrow will bring Take her to the movies and tell her you love her A simple statement that can mean so much.. Be in love, be you, hold your loved ones dear to you. ~End~ Title: Light Author: …

Poem: The Dead Doll Music: Crossfade: Cold Made by: Joshua Ward Love me then rape me, tear up my skin These shackels of blood, liquid cool Drips coming slowly, trickling down my flesh My independence ceaces, as I begin to fade My existence like glass; you've stepped on and broken me For the sake of a smile -you were desperate Too desperate for me, far more controlling then the norm My perfect desires locked up in your eyes as I gazed at you A simple perfection clings me to this world To still be…

Thanks Lostsoul. I'm glad you like it. I'll post more in this thread so more people can post theirs. ~Josh~

Hello T.F. I get a thread. Yay. Anyway.. I guess I've always been an 'emo' (HATE labels...) or whatever. I cry a lot. And I get sad a lot too. When I am sad, I write about sad things, or I listen to sad songs, to make myself cry. It's not that I'm sad, sometimes I just cry for the heck of it. I've been writing for a while, and I've written about things like rape and what-not when I'm sad, even though I've never been. I don't know why I do it. Crying excessively is perhaps my forte. Who knows.. L…

Title: Love Author: Joshua Ward Love is beautiful, candies are sweet Take my hand, guide me under the sheets Make love to me, sweet and true This moment will ensure my love for you Love me now, tell me in words How you make my world turn Faster and faster, all the way around The center of gravity spins out of control Take my hand and in a moment I shall simply say to you A promise, pure and true, Even though I love you I'll stay with you, forever by your side You'll never get rid of me, from mor…

What are we here for? It's a simple question to answer, yet there are a thousand ways to answer it. Some say we're here to make babies and be husbands, but in reality, it's out choice for what we want to do. We can choose to go along with what we were taught, and we can choose to go our own way, and make a path for ourselves. And whose to say whats right and wrong. It's wrong to be gay and its wrong to be a lesbian and it's wrong to be bisexual.. Opinions.. That's really all they are... In the e…

Here's what I have of a song I just wrote. I hope you all like it. If you don't that's okay too. ~Inspiration~ ~Author: Joshua Ward~ You gotta take a step back and realize That if you want it all back You gotta pay a price Take all your wealth, possessions And All your hard decisions And come with me.. You gotta come on down To the crowd Raise up your hands and Scream and shout for freedom, For freedom.. Yeah life is hard, we've all been there Yet even so, we are still here We're got giving up, …

I'm simply going to say: What does it matter if there is or isn't a God.. Personally, I don't think it matters. Some agree, disagree who cares? We're all just going to be arguing anyway so whats the point.. ~Josh~

Withering away into the dark of night My frosty tips like an icicle, Drenched in sweat from wandering aimlessly I'm a blur of your imagination Keep me warm, keep me safe I'm the flower, the sake that you drink Let the sunset take you away To the never-again of yesterday Realize the past, conjure the future Make right what you've done wrong, you're not a memory Simple and clean, the tears cleanse your face A simple kiss or light embrace, that's what it takes For you to walk away.. ~End~

I wouldn't call myself depressed, just easily bored, very easily. When I'm bored, I tend to write depressing poems, though I don't view them as depressing. It's not like 'poor little me' or anything, (which I think is stupid to begin with) I just write poems that some view as depressing. Yesterday I felt like crying and I couldn't figure out why. Just one of those days I guess. I'll tell you guys a story (I apologize if this is off-topic.) My dad (real dad) is an asshole. He thinks hes a perfect…

Pour me a glass of wine, take me to another time A time when love was everything, a time when you actually cared about me A time where no punishment was served, for minimal mistakes, havent you heard Even though I'm over you, it's still hurting, that burning pain inside of you Get a grip and face reality, I'm not your play toy of obscurity I'm just a simple rag doll, you put on the wall Out to dry into my oblivion's call Drying the tears, the fabric wipes away The face of my existence, I've been…

Laugh at life's troubles, deep in thought every night you lay In your bed where 'he' is, and used to be Imaginary, whether real or not, it makes no difference We are all connected.. 'Here...' It makes you think Suppose you swim, are you alive that way? Does that make you special and forget all life's troubles? We are all unique that way, in that 'sense' We all live by covering our lies with the truth that guides us We strive for happiness, yet we are impure Live for your own goals and strive tow…

Music: Conjure One: Sleep Mood: Sad but smiling.. ~Josh~ ~Drown~ by Joshua Ward Do you seek redemption? "Go drown yourself in a pool" one says You're just a kid, so you find a pool Inside the water is warm, slightly sending a chill through your body Yet you pretend not to notice as the world is watching you. They wait for you to fall; screw up As you slowly recall the day before... Your friend was mean to you, So you told your father He laughs at you, scoffing at the idea of his own daughter Smi…

Hey everyone. There are times where I just feel blank. What I mean by that is I feel nothing. Not in the numb sort of way, just emotionally. I often wonder why we are here. Though that's a really wierd thing to think about from my view. Music: Sleep Artist: Conjure One ~Drifting~ by Joshua Ward Awaken into white feathers flowating Look into the dark intentions of your soul Empty vessel, you are no more Smile as you drift away into the nothingness you were born into Accept 'death,' this sweet slu…

You have your whole life to decide. Just go with what feels right to you. ~Josh~