I thought the same way about life 200 years ago but there was something that took me back to the Start. I am old now but that "thing" revives me everytime and I feel young again, it strengthens me and I move on though my heart rushes to the start--- I move on. You have to find yourself Deep down inside you.
Yes, better get out while you can. If you study in States, Work in States and Live in States then you will be like a Frog who has only seen a Pond. There is a lot out there.
You live your life the way you want but Parents only want the best in you. I think they are just worried because you smoke pot. Though it is wrong for your dad to hit you. Parents always want our good and I learned it the hard way. I thought they were going to destroy my life but I was wrong. Maybe it will all make sense when you become as Old as Me & Wise too. Find a room and your best friend and you could tell your parents that you're not compatible with them and want to live in the room with …