Okay so I tried to type this earlier but ended up pressing backspace to erase a mistake and it ended up taking me off the page completely so this time it's gonna be really brief. I'll explain more once someone asks me too, but I seriously need advice. So I like my friend David. Here's a breakdown of things so you can kinda get the drift of whats going on here.
But anyway I had always noticed David even before Melina hooked up with him. But I didn't realize I like him until really when Melina and him broke up and I saw how hurt he was. I realized I liked him and wanted him to be happy because he deserved it. But I saw how much Melina meant to him so dismissed my feelings for him pretty early off because I knew no good would come from it. But *sigh* you can't just turn your damn feelings off like a switch of a light . . . no matter how hard you try.
Before Melina and David hooked up and they were just friends me and David still use to talk a lot. I was the first person he told he liked Melina. Soon after he would come to me and tell me all these wonderful things about him and his feelings for Melina (and i couldnt help but thinking Melina had hit the jackpot he was so nice and you didnt see many guys with the respect he gave her) Everything was cool until Melina broke up with him for being too clingy. He was heartbroken and I was left to mend the pieces back together. During that time i became his only friend who stuck by him because he tried to push everyone away and I found outt really personal things about him. He told me he could trust me and he considered me his best girl friend. I was happy I could be there for him. ( i knew he still loved Melina and honestly I just wanted him to be happy so him being with melina was fine with me because I knew she was a good girl for him, i was content).
After ALL THE DRAMA and Melina and David where back together I realized somewhere my stupid feelings for him hadnt left but had grown. It hurt yet i was still happy for them, it became bittersweet i guess you can say.
Since graduation and college this was the first time I had seen him in three months or more. The feelings are still there, i just need them to go away . . .
Okay that was basically everything like a whole out view of our relations in a way to know more specifically on just David and my relationship as far as friends go you can ask because it much deeper than what i typed.
- I met David through a friend of mine (Melina who he's now dating)
- David told me he liked her before he told her (i was super happy cuz i knew she liked him too)
- they hooked up (in junior year of high school)
- over the summer he realized he loved her but he would wait until she was ready before he told her
- theyre relationship got stress and they broke up
- David gets DEPRESS real bad.
- David goes back to his old girlfriend which was his first love
- Melina realizes she wants david back
- Brittany breaks up with David again after she loses her mother to cancer and says she needs to be alone
- David goes back into depression
- for 3 months david and melina try to be at least friend (but its off and on)
- they become friends with benefits and then eventually hook back up (now we're all freshmen in college)
But anyway I had always noticed David even before Melina hooked up with him. But I didn't realize I like him until really when Melina and him broke up and I saw how hurt he was. I realized I liked him and wanted him to be happy because he deserved it. But I saw how much Melina meant to him so dismissed my feelings for him pretty early off because I knew no good would come from it. But *sigh* you can't just turn your damn feelings off like a switch of a light . . . no matter how hard you try.
Before Melina and David hooked up and they were just friends me and David still use to talk a lot. I was the first person he told he liked Melina. Soon after he would come to me and tell me all these wonderful things about him and his feelings for Melina (and i couldnt help but thinking Melina had hit the jackpot he was so nice and you didnt see many guys with the respect he gave her) Everything was cool until Melina broke up with him for being too clingy. He was heartbroken and I was left to mend the pieces back together. During that time i became his only friend who stuck by him because he tried to push everyone away and I found outt really personal things about him. He told me he could trust me and he considered me his best girl friend. I was happy I could be there for him. ( i knew he still loved Melina and honestly I just wanted him to be happy so him being with melina was fine with me because I knew she was a good girl for him, i was content).
After ALL THE DRAMA and Melina and David where back together I realized somewhere my stupid feelings for him hadnt left but had grown. It hurt yet i was still happy for them, it became bittersweet i guess you can say.
Since graduation and college this was the first time I had seen him in three months or more. The feelings are still there, i just need them to go away . . .
Okay that was basically everything like a whole out view of our relations in a way to know more specifically on just David and my relationship as far as friends go you can ask because it much deeper than what i typed.