Again I've posted at least 3 threads about me wanting to "harm" myself I some way.
Now I've actually done it.
I burn myself.
I've told 3 friends, one yelled, one cried an one didn't talk.
(this was about a month ago wen it all startd) now, the one who yelled, is not really my friend anymore, she talks about me behind my back an so I'm jus done with her, which is for the best. the one who cried Is still my bestest friend, she doesn't understand (she literly said that) which I didn't expect her to.
the one who didn't say anything at all I'm very distant to now.
Well since I don't get much help from them I told 3 more, one yelled, one was disapointed, an one flipped out. the one who yelled now notices when I do an questions me about it, it's not like I get mad at her, I jus wish she would jus leave it at something small like saying, jus stop or something.
the other two were guys so I thought they would be easier on me, they were but they still don't understand. I jus don't know, I just want someone who understands but then again will help me accept that things happen...
Long story short, I burn myself to burn away feelings.. I have serious anger issues, an I can't control it, but to me, when I burn myself it helps control it.
my question here is, should I stop completly an be a complete b***h (like usual) or keep doing it an not give a f**k about what anyone says because it's helping me jus as much as it's hurting me...
help
Now I've actually done it.
I burn myself.
I've told 3 friends, one yelled, one cried an one didn't talk.
(this was about a month ago wen it all startd) now, the one who yelled, is not really my friend anymore, she talks about me behind my back an so I'm jus done with her, which is for the best. the one who cried Is still my bestest friend, she doesn't understand (she literly said that) which I didn't expect her to.
the one who didn't say anything at all I'm very distant to now.
Well since I don't get much help from them I told 3 more, one yelled, one was disapointed, an one flipped out. the one who yelled now notices when I do an questions me about it, it's not like I get mad at her, I jus wish she would jus leave it at something small like saying, jus stop or something.
the other two were guys so I thought they would be easier on me, they were but they still don't understand. I jus don't know, I just want someone who understands but then again will help me accept that things happen...
Long story short, I burn myself to burn away feelings.. I have serious anger issues, an I can't control it, but to me, when I burn myself it helps control it.
my question here is, should I stop completly an be a complete b***h (like usual) or keep doing it an not give a f**k about what anyone says because it's helping me jus as much as it's hurting me...
help
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