okay, okay, it sounds disgusting. and it is. i have a "borderline" case of anorexia, as my parents call it. i lost 9 pounds a few summers ago. i'm now 14 years old, 5'3 and 95 pounds.
i'm also dealing with anxiety, depression, not going to school....it's a good life i do have a lot of friends, a supportive family, a counselor, and a lot of sports/hobbies, so that stuff helps me feel better. but anwyay...
so yeah. this doesn't really have a name...i've read it's kind of an early stage of bulimia (which i would never do, ick) but recently i will stuff my face with junk food, then go to a sink or a toilet and spit it all out. i rinse out my mouth so i make sure i don't swallow any. it's addictive, i find myself scavenging for more yummy food that i can taste and then spit out. i guess since i restrict my diet so much anyway, this is my way of eating sugary/fattening foods that i wouldn't normally eat, without getting all of the calories and fat.
no one knows about this..my mom has questioned me when she saw some stuff in the sink, but i denied it. i don't know what to do, i don't want to tell anyone because i don't htink i want to stop.....help?
i'm also dealing with anxiety, depression, not going to school....it's a good life i do have a lot of friends, a supportive family, a counselor, and a lot of sports/hobbies, so that stuff helps me feel better. but anwyay...
so yeah. this doesn't really have a name...i've read it's kind of an early stage of bulimia (which i would never do, ick) but recently i will stuff my face with junk food, then go to a sink or a toilet and spit it all out. i rinse out my mouth so i make sure i don't swallow any. it's addictive, i find myself scavenging for more yummy food that i can taste and then spit out. i guess since i restrict my diet so much anyway, this is my way of eating sugary/fattening foods that i wouldn't normally eat, without getting all of the calories and fat.
no one knows about this..my mom has questioned me when she saw some stuff in the sink, but i denied it. i don't know what to do, i don't want to tell anyone because i don't htink i want to stop.....help?