I haven't been able to get this feeling and thought out of my mind. This is the thought:

I feel like my family and I is different from all the others in the whole world. I also feel like my family and I are not wanted...like the world can get along just fine without us.

I also feel like my family and I are cut off from the rest of society and that everyone is secretly against us. And I feel like there's a secret club that everyone except my family and I belong to.

It bothers me to think that people can live without me and my family. I want everyone to need us and be miserable without us. I also get extremely envious when I see extremely sexy guys holding hands with other girls and kissing them etc. I get really envious when I think of sexy guys having sex with other girls but me. Advice?