Basically, I am in love with 2 guys-- both for very different reasons.
The first boy, I have known for over 10 years, and is my best friend. We have gone back and forth with feelings for each other, but have never really had a "relationship". He is perfect for me. The HUGE problem is that I don't think he feels the same about me anymore. Recently, we've been flirting.... nothing major though.
Second, I am in a relationship of over 4 years with a great guy. He treats me so well, and is an amazing boyfriend.
The other night, me and the first boy had a quasi-date... it wasn't called a date... but we did date-like things. I told my boyfriend, and admitted to having feeling about this other guy. He was so unbelievably understadning and told me to figure things out, and he'd be waiting for me, if I wanted him to.
Simply, I feel like I can't be happy without either of them.... but I know I can't have both. I don't even know if the first guy cares about me as much as I do for him. The sensible choice would to be to stay with my boyfriend... but my heart is so deep into the first boy.
Help.
The first boy, I have known for over 10 years, and is my best friend. We have gone back and forth with feelings for each other, but have never really had a "relationship". He is perfect for me. The HUGE problem is that I don't think he feels the same about me anymore. Recently, we've been flirting.... nothing major though.
Second, I am in a relationship of over 4 years with a great guy. He treats me so well, and is an amazing boyfriend.
The other night, me and the first boy had a quasi-date... it wasn't called a date... but we did date-like things. I told my boyfriend, and admitted to having feeling about this other guy. He was so unbelievably understadning and told me to figure things out, and he'd be waiting for me, if I wanted him to.
Simply, I feel like I can't be happy without either of them.... but I know I can't have both. I don't even know if the first guy cares about me as much as I do for him. The sensible choice would to be to stay with my boyfriend... but my heart is so deep into the first boy.
Help.