Ok so the other night me and y boyfriend had "sex",it was my first time,but i dont count it,after several frustrations i sat on the edge of the couch and he shoved it in he went back and forth only 5 times in the course of a minute both of us in shock,we couldn't feel it,the moment was too slow to feel and both of us numb,sex is penetration of the vagina by the penis to revive sexual pleasure,in my opinion since there was no pleasure it isnt relay sex and it relay wasn't.I think my reason for this happening was i haven't relay enjoyed any thing me and him have done after his dad caught us,I think i was to concerned about getting from point a to point b without getting caught.
when we finally stopped i creid and we talked...he held me and for the first time in a while that was more than good enough for me...i feel like the curse has finaly ben broken and we plan to wait for a special moment for are real first time.:lovi:

(virginity is a mental state,not a physical one:thumbsup:)

Terror wrote:

cool story bro.

sorry i ramble,i spouse no one cared to know that....im just kinda confused,i was hoping for some feedback maybe it should have ben in question format.

no,if i shove a hair brush up thare it dosent! its a mental thing its not physical.

but it wasn't really sex sex goes in and goes back and forth,if somone shoved a thare dick in a girl and sat there it isn't sex,he hardly moved it and it was so slow it was unnoticeable.

it wasent "bad" it wasent even sex! i realy dont know why i posted this?
and besides my hymen was half riped by the docter,then this "event" riped it a little but it wasent even enough to compleatly tear it.

Himura Kenshin wrote:

Sex.
End of story, you're not a virgin.

i see your point but by hardly moved it was baisicly getting it out when he kinda wiggled it 5 or so times,i realy dont ant to count it and iv decided its a personal thing,besides i probily actualy will do it soon enough so why dose it matter?

that is what me and him have basicly decided,thanks for understanding...i gusse this is the awnser i wanted all along...and why did i post this whole thing...beacuse i was scared and unsure...and everyone on teen hut is like a close friend i can tell everything too...so thanks