Just thought id share my story with you guys. and feel free to share your stories back with me
I have been self harmin on and of since i was 11 i am now 16. However for the last 18 months i have self harmed pretty much everyday. My right wrist is a mess and i always have to try and hide it. I was fostered about 2 years ago.
Ever since i can remember i have watched my father beat up abuse and rape my mum infront of me. i always felt so helpless. If i tried to stop it by sayin anythin to my dad he would shout and me and make me fel worse. my mum is an alcoholic and she would hit me quite alot. My dad would always abuse her more if she'd been drnking.
I was sexually abused by my father when i was 7 but i never told anyone until recently. even when i did tell a few people no one believed me. This happened one night that my parents had an argument and my mum left. (even thou i had made her promise me before that she would never leave me with my dad.) i was really upset and seeked comfort. so i went to see my dad and i was cryin. he told me to get in bed eith him. so i did. and iv never trusted him since.
there is sooo much more to my story, but even writin this much brings back too many awful memories.
i am extremely suicidal and dont no how much longer ill be around. I suffer from severe depression too and PTSD (post traumatic stres disorder). I often have anxiety and panic attack and drink alot to try and numb the emotional and mental pain.
please feel free to wrist back
I have been self harmin on and of since i was 11 i am now 16. However for the last 18 months i have self harmed pretty much everyday. My right wrist is a mess and i always have to try and hide it. I was fostered about 2 years ago.
Ever since i can remember i have watched my father beat up abuse and rape my mum infront of me. i always felt so helpless. If i tried to stop it by sayin anythin to my dad he would shout and me and make me fel worse. my mum is an alcoholic and she would hit me quite alot. My dad would always abuse her more if she'd been drnking.
I was sexually abused by my father when i was 7 but i never told anyone until recently. even when i did tell a few people no one believed me. This happened one night that my parents had an argument and my mum left. (even thou i had made her promise me before that she would never leave me with my dad.) i was really upset and seeked comfort. so i went to see my dad and i was cryin. he told me to get in bed eith him. so i did. and iv never trusted him since.
there is sooo much more to my story, but even writin this much brings back too many awful memories.
i am extremely suicidal and dont no how much longer ill be around. I suffer from severe depression too and PTSD (post traumatic stres disorder). I often have anxiety and panic attack and drink alot to try and numb the emotional and mental pain.
please feel free to wrist back
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