i am gonna be honest with everybody, i would appreciate if u read my whole post and pleas help me out.
See ,i was kinda late bloomer and hit puberty when i was 14, while most the gals and guyz in my class had already hit puberty, so as such i didnt fekt attraction towards girls. i considered girls just a distraction and i hugely concentrated on my studies. even after puberty i resisted my for a long time. But now suddenly the Dam is broken and river is overflown!and when i started looking for girlfriends, i saw that they are none singles left me. i those ho were i simply didnt have any crush out there, but then i see a girl in the party and i am amazed at her. She is amazingly beautiful, not that beuatiful as megan fox or anne hathaway, but still there was sumthing in her eyes that i wwas able to keep my eyes of her. She as a friends of my cousin,and i thought i wwould meet herr at the party. but before the party i got to know that she my friend's girlfriend, so i thought, my bad luck and tried to forget her. but at the party my hormones took control over me and i started acting too weirdy there, while she was watching. But i had a state of two mindedness whether to go for her or not, ultimately i just talked to her for just a coupl of minutes. when she was leaving i asked whether they were still committed, and hell yes they were! now i ddesperately need girlfriend but, i cannot get even crsh on any other girl than her. what to do??:mad::((btw, i am zero with girls, and usualy i do not talk to themn\!)
See ,i was kinda late bloomer and hit puberty when i was 14, while most the gals and guyz in my class had already hit puberty, so as such i didnt fekt attraction towards girls. i considered girls just a distraction and i hugely concentrated on my studies. even after puberty i resisted my for a long time. But now suddenly the Dam is broken and river is overflown!and when i started looking for girlfriends, i saw that they are none singles left me. i those ho were i simply didnt have any crush out there, but then i see a girl in the party and i am amazed at her. She is amazingly beautiful, not that beuatiful as megan fox or anne hathaway, but still there was sumthing in her eyes that i wwas able to keep my eyes of her. She as a friends of my cousin,and i thought i wwould meet herr at the party. but before the party i got to know that she my friend's girlfriend, so i thought, my bad luck and tried to forget her. but at the party my hormones took control over me and i started acting too weirdy there, while she was watching. But i had a state of two mindedness whether to go for her or not, ultimately i just talked to her for just a coupl of minutes. when she was leaving i asked whether they were still committed, and hell yes they were! now i ddesperately need girlfriend but, i cannot get even crsh on any other girl than her. what to do??:mad::((btw, i am zero with girls, and usualy i do not talk to themn\!)