So, one of my best friends is a guy. We spend a lot of time with each other, and I care a lot about him. I don't think I'm interested in him romantically, though.

But the other day, we were hanging out and then he asked me for a hand job. Said he was sexually frustrated. Initially, I laughed it off. Then, when I realized he wasn't joking, I got really offended. Then, somehow, I ended up giving him one. Then, I gave him a blow job...

The whole process was really strange but at the same time, it felt comfortable. I don't know, I'm just really confused. Does anyone have an opinion/advice about this?