I was on holiday and my mum got really pissed at me, she took my phone off me and went through my texts. I cut myself a few months back because I hate myself and always feel like my family would be perfect if I had never been born, I'm the trouble kid that always does something wrong then that triggers arguments between my mum and stepdad. Anyway I stopped doing it and there are only 2 or 3 scars that aren't even that bad, but I text my friend who also did it for his own reasons, about it and she saw the texts but I never said why I did it so my mum wants to have a chat with me about it but we haven't got round to it yet and I don't know how to tell her that it's sometimes her fault that I did it and the other reasons why

Her fault sometimes because of how she reacts to the stuff I do, I'm the kid thats always in trouble and majority of the time she flips out at me, I don't think I'm doing anything wrong, I came home with my neck covered in lovebites and she absolutely flipped out, I don't think it's that bad but she had me on lockdown for a month and took my xbox, phone and laptop off me, I don't see why I'm always in trouble aswell!