I'm a 16 year old girl, and everyone says I'm really mature for my age and some of my friends are olderrrrr (like my best friend is 27) so people guess that I'm not a virgin. ESP as I have a much older boyfriend. Truth is, I'm still a virgin. The thought of having sex kinda grosses me out and I think it's awkward and... Well, silly. Yet everyone thinks it's so amazing to "make love"... I'm like super shy and i juat cant imagine being naked infront of anyone. Its not a self-esteem issue as im happy with my body. Yet, i like the idea of making out/kissing/cuddling and shit. I don't know if this is because I'm simply not ready for sex, or of it's due to the fact that I've been sexually abused for years as I've read that victims usually have issues with sex? I'm scared that there might be something wrong with me... I just want to know what you guys think is wrong or just give me some advice!
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