Almost 11 months. She's 16, I'm 15. Happy, but rarely. :p
Our relationship is dying out, simply put. I no longer am as interested in her as I first was. I don't intend on staying with her for the rest of my life. She's nice, and we have nice moments, but she's not my dream girl. But i'm putting off the break up.
We've fought a good 8/9ths of the past 3 months, over jealousy, parents, annoyances, and pretty much everything else a couple can fight about. Except cheating, thankfully.
The two of us are different in plenty of ways, and many people wonder why we're together. But for the better part of our 11 months she's made me happy and I have her; we escaped aloneness in eachother.
But am I ready to be alone? We bicker constantly, she's always crying, I'm always annoyed/upset. She also has to deal with much more jealousy than I do, because as shallow as this sounds, I'm the more attractive one. (I'm not sure whether this is lucky for me or unlucky in our relationship). So she's always jealous.
And I've been thinking about other girls lately I fantasize all the time and even though I never flirt and I would never cheat on her, i'm losing attraction to her and I know that if it has happened before we've even made a year then it can't mean well for us spending our lives together. I want to see other people, and I want to be able to hang out with more people and have more time for my friends- but I don't want to be alone
To top things off, I think she's crushing on my best friend .-. i know she would never do anything about it but still, it's embarrassing.
I can't figure out what I should do. I've been postponing our breakup for months! Do I cut it off now or do I let it hang on by a thread? Do I try to make it work, and try to spend the rest of my life with my first girlfriend? I mean I can make myself love her if i try, but how well will that really work.....
and if i do break up with her, how would i do it? I want to minimize the damage because she really loves me and i care about her. plus being single even with my freedom would suck for a long time, I know that. WHAT SHOULD I DO. btw: I know I'll come off as a douche, you don't have to remind me
Our relationship is dying out, simply put. I no longer am as interested in her as I first was. I don't intend on staying with her for the rest of my life. She's nice, and we have nice moments, but she's not my dream girl. But i'm putting off the break up.
We've fought a good 8/9ths of the past 3 months, over jealousy, parents, annoyances, and pretty much everything else a couple can fight about. Except cheating, thankfully.
The two of us are different in plenty of ways, and many people wonder why we're together. But for the better part of our 11 months she's made me happy and I have her; we escaped aloneness in eachother.
But am I ready to be alone? We bicker constantly, she's always crying, I'm always annoyed/upset. She also has to deal with much more jealousy than I do, because as shallow as this sounds, I'm the more attractive one. (I'm not sure whether this is lucky for me or unlucky in our relationship). So she's always jealous.
And I've been thinking about other girls lately I fantasize all the time and even though I never flirt and I would never cheat on her, i'm losing attraction to her and I know that if it has happened before we've even made a year then it can't mean well for us spending our lives together. I want to see other people, and I want to be able to hang out with more people and have more time for my friends- but I don't want to be alone
To top things off, I think she's crushing on my best friend .-. i know she would never do anything about it but still, it's embarrassing.
I can't figure out what I should do. I've been postponing our breakup for months! Do I cut it off now or do I let it hang on by a thread? Do I try to make it work, and try to spend the rest of my life with my first girlfriend? I mean I can make myself love her if i try, but how well will that really work.....
and if i do break up with her, how would i do it? I want to minimize the damage because she really loves me and i care about her. plus being single even with my freedom would suck for a long time, I know that. WHAT SHOULD I DO. btw: I know I'll come off as a douche, you don't have to remind me