I got accepted into an animal college which I start in September (which I'm really happy about seeing as there are only 66 places out of 120+ applicants) but I'll be going after a year out from education and my brain is literally dead. I'm nervous about starting because it's from complete freedom to strict environments, deadlines and stress. I did the first year of sixth form and I found it extremely hard and although I had a couple passes, they weren't the best results and I completely failed Biology which is a huge part in this animal course (but the teacher was an unhelpful bitch). If I found it hard straight after leaving high school, then I can't imagine how hard it'll be after a year out. Not only do I have to do this course, but I have to re-do my Maths GCSE seeing as I was ill on the second exam, do welsh bacc again, and do work experience. It's going to be going from nothing to full on. There's also going to be presentations which I cannot stand.
My mum told me about this girl who did so well, she got a scholarship at the end. But she said she found it hard. So if a girl who does so well that she gets a scholarship found it hard, then I'm going to find it hell. I will try my hardest but I don't think my hardest is good enough for this course. I'm skipping level 1 & 2 and going straight into a level 3 diploma too.
I'm just really worried. :confused: I got so stressed in sixth form that I developed anxiety attacks and heart problems. I hope this year off leaves me with a fresh, open mind to crack on with it for 2 years, rather than have a negative impact on it.
My mum told me about this girl who did so well, she got a scholarship at the end. But she said she found it hard. So if a girl who does so well that she gets a scholarship found it hard, then I'm going to find it hell. I will try my hardest but I don't think my hardest is good enough for this course. I'm skipping level 1 & 2 and going straight into a level 3 diploma too.
I'm just really worried. :confused: I got so stressed in sixth form that I developed anxiety attacks and heart problems. I hope this year off leaves me with a fresh, open mind to crack on with it for 2 years, rather than have a negative impact on it.
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