I only knew him for a short time but we were close and spent a lot of time together he means a lot to me I'm really missing my friend Derrick I loved him a lot We spent a not long that time together but an unfortunate situation tore us apart The hardest part is I never got the chance to tell him how much I love him how much I care about him I just wanna see him. We never exchanged any contact and he has a common name we go to different schools now I miss him?
I mean I don't have any forms of contact or anything I don't know where he lives I know we live in the same state I know what school he goes to but I of course cant see him or go see him we had a more meaningful relationship than I have had with most people in the short amount of time we had together.
But now I was forced to go to another school and I just don't know what to do I mean I just wanna see him again and i guess the only thing I can do is wait it out and see what happens I just don't know what to do it feels like something is missing I just don't feel the same without him I was always afraid somehow that he would "Leave me behind" and that I would become some fond memory of some sort or forgotten it was a daily thought that pondered my mind.
I do love him a lot I think he likes me too uuh I didn't realize how much I cared about him till he was gone and I've been through so much just to try and see him again I just don't want to lose him forever you know? I never got the chance to talk to him I'm 15 btw?
I mean I don't have any forms of contact or anything I don't know where he lives I know we live in the same state I know what school he goes to but I of course cant see him or go see him we had a more meaningful relationship than I have had with most people in the short amount of time we had together.
But now I was forced to go to another school and I just don't know what to do I mean I just wanna see him again and i guess the only thing I can do is wait it out and see what happens I just don't know what to do it feels like something is missing I just don't feel the same without him I was always afraid somehow that he would "Leave me behind" and that I would become some fond memory of some sort or forgotten it was a daily thought that pondered my mind.
I do love him a lot I think he likes me too uuh I didn't realize how much I cared about him till he was gone and I've been through so much just to try and see him again I just don't want to lose him forever you know? I never got the chance to talk to him I'm 15 btw?