So my bestfriend was teasing me about this guy named Austin i said "Your odd" to him in a flirty waywthout even noticing it. But she thought I said "Your hot". Of course i didn't at all. I mean I guess he is kind of cute of not at all my type.
Anyways thats the story that started this. I had this AMAZING bestfriend but in his eyes we were going out because we flirted a lot. And i mean A LOT. But parents said that was completly normal anyway. At first I LOVED our relationship more than almost anything. But about a month to a few weeks before I started my first period my hormones were going KRAZY d since I also have bipolar I couldn't control myself . I couldn't tell what I was filling or even understand anymore. So I basically ended up ending EVERYTHING. I didnt talk to him for weeks than it turned into months and still to this day I haven't talked to him. Which I do regret almost more than anything in my life.
But anyways ever since my bestfriend (Kim) said that I started to fill weird inside. I dont even know how to explain it. I felt like I missed him even though on Valentines Day it will be a full year since I talked to him.
Is this normal? I dont even understand what this means to me. I mean I want to be with him again? Or be friends? Im so confused.:confused::confused:
Anyways thats the story that started this. I had this AMAZING bestfriend but in his eyes we were going out because we flirted a lot. And i mean A LOT. But parents said that was completly normal anyway. At first I LOVED our relationship more than almost anything. But about a month to a few weeks before I started my first period my hormones were going KRAZY d since I also have bipolar I couldn't control myself . I couldn't tell what I was filling or even understand anymore. So I basically ended up ending EVERYTHING. I didnt talk to him for weeks than it turned into months and still to this day I haven't talked to him. Which I do regret almost more than anything in my life.
But anyways ever since my bestfriend (Kim) said that I started to fill weird inside. I dont even know how to explain it. I felt like I missed him even though on Valentines Day it will be a full year since I talked to him.
Is this normal? I dont even understand what this means to me. I mean I want to be with him again? Or be friends? Im so confused.:confused::confused: