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I scribble words on a blank page and hope that one day im able to make sense of it all
I tongue twist these lies into a story of make believe
Im more than a broken girl but I'm not easy to deceive
I catch the flies that buzz around your dead integrity
Because owning up to your own mistakes is such a known rarity
I call your name in hopes for an answer which always ends in disappointment
But that's my mistake, I knew you couldn't keep a commitment
I want to take a knife to my thoughts
Cut out all the memories, all the times we fought
I don't know where we stand but my body craves your touch
If I could feel you one more time then maybe that would be enough
My grip can only hold for a little while
Don't let your ego slip, throw your self worth into a pile
Build yourself up so I can tear you down
Im a disaster on foot running through your town
No one would've guessed
Your friends were unknown like all the rest
Im a demon living in my own head
Feeding off the simpleness, my craving is never fed
I've told lies, so I guess that makes me a liar
But it's you who gambles with your own desire.
I want to show you love but my body craves lust
All the old feelings have just gathered dust
I guess you could say, im just a fucked up mess
I would apologize but apologies seem so meaningless
Im a demon living in my own mind
Feeding off your emotions, I guess I'll be fine
I'll build you up just to tear you down
Im a walking disaster and I'll destroy your town.
I scribble words on a blank page and hope that one day im able to make sense of it all
I tongue twist these lies into a story of make believe
Im more than a broken girl but I'm not easy to deceive
I catch the flies that buzz around your dead integrity
Because owning up to your own mistakes is such a known rarity
I call your name in hopes for an answer which always ends in disappointment
But that's my mistake, I knew you couldn't keep a commitment
I want to take a knife to my thoughts
Cut out all the memories, all the times we fought
I don't know where we stand but my body craves your touch
If I could feel you one more time then maybe that would be enough
My grip can only hold for a little while
Don't let your ego slip, throw your self worth into a pile
Build yourself up so I can tear you down
Im a disaster on foot running through your town
No one would've guessed
Your friends were unknown like all the rest
Im a demon living in my own head
Feeding off the simpleness, my craving is never fed
I've told lies, so I guess that makes me a liar
But it's you who gambles with your own desire.
I want to show you love but my body craves lust
All the old feelings have just gathered dust
I guess you could say, im just a fucked up mess
I would apologize but apologies seem so meaningless
Im a demon living in my own mind
Feeding off your emotions, I guess I'll be fine
I'll build you up just to tear you down
Im a walking disaster and I'll destroy your town.