I don't care if he reads this..
Im so fucking confused.
My past boyfriend who i was with for a year and 5 months.. we loved eachother soo much.. had alot of laughs whatever. Well I broke up with him a month ago .. first was a brake so he could sort out his life.. get a job put his ass in gear. Well I started to like another boy at the time.. then liked him alot. To the point we've kissed a few times.
I've had my past boyfriend cry to me on the phone saying he wants me back hes been so depressed and unhappy.
I've tried to get over the relationship and move on. Not think about it and play video games. Well the past few nights.. I havent spoken to him as he went away to his grandmothers 4 hours away..
I miss him..... alot..
I love him alot..
But I don't know if he'd change.. I don't know if our fights would stop..
if he'd stop being so fucking lazy..
This new guy we have alot in common. we've been acquaintances/friends for a little bit. Hes sweet, caring, gentle.
But me and my ex have this connection I've never had with anyone else. I can be myself 100% and.. I dont know if I would ever have a connection like that with anyone else.
No matter what happens.. I really cant see myself marrying anyone other then my ex.. I can't.
But wtf do I do for now?
Im so fucking confused.
My past boyfriend who i was with for a year and 5 months.. we loved eachother soo much.. had alot of laughs whatever. Well I broke up with him a month ago .. first was a brake so he could sort out his life.. get a job put his ass in gear. Well I started to like another boy at the time.. then liked him alot. To the point we've kissed a few times.
I've had my past boyfriend cry to me on the phone saying he wants me back hes been so depressed and unhappy.
I've tried to get over the relationship and move on. Not think about it and play video games. Well the past few nights.. I havent spoken to him as he went away to his grandmothers 4 hours away..
I miss him..... alot..
I love him alot..
But I don't know if he'd change.. I don't know if our fights would stop..
if he'd stop being so fucking lazy..
This new guy we have alot in common. we've been acquaintances/friends for a little bit. Hes sweet, caring, gentle.
But me and my ex have this connection I've never had with anyone else. I can be myself 100% and.. I dont know if I would ever have a connection like that with anyone else.
No matter what happens.. I really cant see myself marrying anyone other then my ex.. I can't.
But wtf do I do for now?